Like a great location, a little peace, and a gaze out over landscape. Well, I came to a few conclusions yesterday. I’ve been gone again — just like last time. I have reached an impasse in my life. The ultimate impasse. The litttle house I wanted has been sold. I could have had it. I really could have. I am so pissed off you would not believe it. I loved that house. I could have written for ever there and, it could have been mine. But, just like with every effing thing I ever wanted the answer is always no!
I am tired of having to say okay to no. I really am.
I know where I want to live and it is down there by the sea so at least I can have a puppy and smile.
I am trapped and I want out.
VALENTINE BONNAIRE - WRITER 