That is what I want now.
I’ve been looking at pictures of barn kits in the web and I would like one. I want to move to a rural community. A different sort of community than the one I live in. There is not support here for me.
I’m sick of it.
I like New Mexico, and I have seen parts of Colorado and Arizona.
I am interested in off-grid because the grid no longer seems supportive.
There is only one way for me to do this too.
I’d like to be able to write and live in peace from now on.
I’d like to be able to get some of the things I need, for myself. Things that I like.
Things my heart might like.
I have spent most of my life caring for others, and now?
I want some care.
I love the gambrel roof style and here is a picture of that…
I’d put more windows and French doors, though. I like a lot of light. I’d like a few chickens and some gardens and an orchard. I’d like a studio where I could throw pottery. I’d like to wake up feeling happy instead of sad about the news in my country every day.
I am just into something a lot more sustainable than life in California.
And, I’d also like a horse.