elixer rubix philosophorum anima mundi materia medica — tx planner notes

NOTES REALITY TESTING post WW2 — “splintered self”  “basket case”  “semnatics” “genogram”

1910———————————————————-1950————————————————–2010

tracing internal self object relations “bad or no mothering”  “good or bad feeds”  “reality testing”

CLOSED TX GROUP “SANCTUARY”

After watching Beatty yesterday — interior fragmentation/trace through modern art and collpased self shame post Hiroshima

shame core held in group post 1957———————————————————————–present

*movie playing with Danny Kaye insertion of animated figures with human figures Disneyland could be used to build an object relations model.

*Suzanne build movement TX using movie as mirrored self.

*use fil to explain what is going on by looking at actors and dialogue GROUP TX watch and dialogue in group — draw feeling state — dialogue –narrative work to image.

Contrast BEATTY with DR STRANGELOVE  KUBRICK — contrat internal non-self-objects vs solid internal presence.

watercolor abstraction of mine -- assemblage

Trace EXISTENTIALISM post WW2

1960’s era USA and WORLD

Books —

trace sense of “splinter” by looking at Beatty circa 60’s era art — “rube goldberg” device also concrete art, abstract expression,

BOOKS

KEROUAC DHARMA BUMS

KEROUAC short haiku

IMAGES ROBERT FRANK “The Americans”

JACKSON POLLACK

GOTTLIEB

Beatty in films era 1960

tx plan schizophrenia as done in that era

meds used in that era

Drug acid used in that era “seeing god” concept — how is this helping or hindering reality testing and internal self objects?

*tx plan build inner world by using concrete insertion of self obects as mirroring transference.

*draw picture of what lies in heart of self — use notebook to dialogue

Bradbury ILLUSTRATED MAN use tattoes as inner self objects — in the rehab –Sally Ann TX

“prisoned self” — self as hopeless — stories begin at tattoes?  Sories in tattoes reveal lifestory

*tx planner — work outdoors “sacred garden” — one on one weekly — NARRATIVE in JOURNAL and drawing as diagnostics

building internal self ala JUNGS RED BOOK

dialogue is around gentle asking?  Telling story no case notes — face to face interaction at appropriate boundary physically for chairs — keep moving chairs to space where client is comfortable with space — insertion of first core boundary.

ELIXER RUBIX GNOSTIC HERMENUETICS

Books HILLMANS BLUE FIRE

Books KALSCHED INNER WORLD OF TRAUMA

Book SISTER STORIES

inner world is a sries of disconnected self objects

trace area in genogram where these beats had kids?

trace genogram through medical model

trace drug use era 1960 what is coping mechanism?

Why is innerworld splinterd?

*build concrete logos?  LOGIC ftom VOID

*trace 3 gen genogram from 60s father forward.

*if war veteran use JOHN McCAIN faith of my fathers.  BOOK as transference to positive self object.

xxoo!

BOOK OF HEARTS tx planner ECOPSYCHOLOGY — PACIFICA GRADUATE INSTITUTE — DEPTH PSYCH

At the Sally Ann this worked as a very positive transference experience one on one.

*trace shame core scars internal external

KOBO ABE FACE OF ANOTHER

CS LEWIS TILL WE HAVE FACES

*tx plan insertion of shell self with core internal objects

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