the windy rattle at the edge of the cliff
a breath, a city I’m leaving
the dried husks of remembered summers
bonfires we had
the dogs running silently beside us
I wanted it to be everything
as if everything was everything
~
it gets too cold
when it gets this lonely
and only the wind caresses my face
~
you were brashbright tan
curved muscles in a hat
leading
I was following
~
I got too sad this autumn
thinking about ghosts
our summerselves now past
remorse bitter in the cliff’s winds
a family I wanted
we never had
the moon rolls over the landscape in a shroud
there are ashes I have to toss
each handful another closing chapter
~