Am trying to see beauty again, the way an artist sees it. I would like to open up my studio and just get going on making some art — the art that has been on hold for so many years here.
So much has to be fixed about my life and who I am.
I tried to help others.
This is downtown, one of the banana trees that got planted from the banana farm guy in La Conchita — he dreamed they would grow here and they have — his trees are all over town now.
The strawberry banana was my fave — this might be one of those — or the ice cream banana…
Anyway, today, paperwork.
Today, it’s fogged in.
Tonight, try and write a short story, after today.
Try and eat.