poinsettias

the brushed blur of dotted red

a Christmas heart, stippled

watery illusions, blurry

ghosts of holidays past

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those are all things I am facing this Christmas, alongside the stress.

waiting for the progressed moon to move signs, only a few more days until it does…

Progressed Moon in Cancer

This marks a time when we need the comforts of a home base. While the Progressed Moon moves through Cancer, we turn inward and focus on building or solidifying our home base and our families. We have a greater need for security and the feeling of being safe and comfortable during this period. This is a time for building your sense of security.

I am really thinking about “home” and what that means right now — what it has meant in the past, what a home is and where a home should be.  I have to face going through a lot of things here, and figuring out what I can take forward in order to try and stay alive.  This is on both an emotional and physical level.

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happy to report that now the progressed moon is at 17 minutes in Cancer, just checked — still in the 8th house, but, over the worst part — so home?  that is on my mind.

home and what that is supposed to mean…

going to bake some cookies and find someone to share them with, I think.

I saw a beautiful video in the web, a Dylan Thomas…