More beauty is in order, getting there

The intense entity of a white wall.

There are so many now.  Blank canvases.  Everywhere.  Going to build a barn for myself and am already choosing the things I like aesthetically.  Could not sleep last night — my nerves.

Eating.  Took all my yoga stuff to the house and got lots of flowers.  There will be way more.

So much change.  So fast.  Need calm and getting to calm by myself.

All the pretty things I put on hold while I helped others.

The focus now is just on myself.

Lots and lots of art.